Revisiting The Spiritual Journey 2025 Year of Exposure Day 0: Introduction

Revisiting On the evening of January 16, 2024, I fell suddenly ill to a level I have never experienced, in terms of a regular illness. I had come close to death at the birth of my first son, who was delivered by an emergency cesarean section.

Having lost a great amount of blood, they began to administer blood transfusions. They did not know, and I did not know, that the total blood transfusion I had been given at my own birth (due to complications from Rh factor), had caused my body to produce an antibody to something found in most people’s blood. Therefore, the blood they were giving me, rather than helping me, was making me much worse.

I remember, at that point in time, hearing a voice speaking to me, telling me that if I was going to live, I must decide to live. I didn’t see any tunnels of light, but was in a gray “room” with a ceiling and a floor but no walls. Hearing those words, I replied in my spirit that I had to live to be with my newborn son and my husband; and—thanks be to God—I did live.

Of course, over the years I have had illnesses, but nothing like what I experienced in those days in January of 2024.

Now, at times of great stress, I have had some very troubling symptoms. However, I’ve never experienced what I experienced from January 16 of 2024 through January 25 of 2024.

During this time I knew that a battle was raging over my survival. But the enigmatic nature of what I was sensing was that I felt I was more so a “spectator,” or was somehow “hosting” a battle within myself. I felt that I had become “nothing.”

Please understand. This wasn’t a feeling of depression, or despair, but it was the first time I can remember where I could not see beyond the moment I was in.

What would take place over those 10 days would be what I now reference as “The Spiritual Journey.”

[Please know, all our lives must have an ongoing, continuing, spiritual journey through which we, guided along by the Holy Spirit, turn more and more away from that which is of the world, to walk more fully surrendered to a holy God. This experience, however, was condensed into ten days and had one specific goal.]

During this time of extreme emptiness, the Lord spoke to me through a series of dreaming visions, as well as waking visions. The dreaming visions came as I was sleeping; the waking visions came when I was clearly awake, but with my eyes closed.

During the waking visions, a parade of “entities” came, offering their “help” for my situation. In each case, I recognized that they were not from the Lord, commanded they leave, and they did.

In the dreaming visions I was taken through what I came to understand to be representing the world system, full of deceit and debauchery, a “vampire” system that distracts human beings with lusts of the flesh, while sucking the life force out of God’s highest creation.

I went through what I have referenced as the “arcade world,” into the “Mardi Gras world,” and into the “museum” of animals. But, then it got very personal toward the end of the dreaming visions.

At the end, I became an active participant in the vision. Now, I would meet head-on, the forces behind what I knew was a heresy, but did not understand fully the demonic nature, the demonic connection, found therein. The thing is, I was unaware of my own spiritual connection to that heresy.

Oddly enough, when I had turned the calendar from December 2023 to January 2024, the Lord had me write on it: “What was hidden is seen,” and, “The Lord sees and knows and will disclose.” I did not know that what was hidden, was referencing me personally.

Through this Spiritual Journey, the Lord, in His great mercy, gave me the opportunity to reject all past connections to the aforementioned heresy, thereby neutralizing what the enemy could use as a weapon against me.

I am sharing this with you now because the Lord has instructed that I revisit with you my Spiritual Journey between now and May 29. (I’ll share more concerning the timeframe later.)

So, I hope you’ll buckle up for this return trip on the Spiritual Journey. We start tomorrow.

Peace to you.

Jesus is coming! Get ready for Him!