Revisiting The Spiritual Journey 2025 Year of Exposure A Synopsis

[Having spoken at length over the 40 Days of Revisiting the Spiritual Journey concerning all that transpired during my experience, as well as what the Lord has revealed to me through it, we now offer this very brief summation. If you have not been with us on this adventure, and desire more illumination, I pray you will seek out the 40 Days of Revisiting the Spiritual Journey we have just completed.]

On the evening of January 16, I fell suddenly ill to a level I have never experienced in terms of a regular illness. I had come close to death at the birth of my first son, who was delivered by an emergency cesarean section. Having lost a great amount of blood, they began to administer blood transfusions. They did not know, and I did not know, that the total blood transfusion I had been given at my own birth (at which time they gave little hope for my living, or having all my faculties if I did survive, due to complications from Rh factor), had caused my body to produce an antibody to something found in most people’s blood. Therefore, the blood they were giving me, rather than helping me, was making me much worse.

I remember, at that point in time, hearing a voice speaking to me, telling me that if I was going to live, I must decide to live. I didn’t see any tunnels of light, but was in a gray “room” with a ceiling and a floor but no walls. At that point, I said that I had to live to be with my newborn son and my husband. By the power of God, I did live.

Of course, over the years I have had illnesses, but nothing like what I experienced in those days in January of 2024. And, at times of great stress, I have had some very troubling physical symptoms, but never experienced what I experienced from January 16 of 2024 through January 25 of 2024.

During this time I knew that a battle was raging over my survival. But the enigmatic nature of what I was sensing was that I felt I was more so a spectator, or was somehow “hosting” a battle within myself. I felt that I had become “nothing.”

Please understand. This wasn’t a feeling of depression, or despair, but it was the first time I can remember where I could not see beyond the moment I was in. More enigmatic still, I had an odd “calm.” I seemed to be standing outside of my own usual emotional reactions.

What would take place over those 10 days would be what I have been referencing as “The Spiritual Journey.”

During this time of extreme emptiness, the Lord spoke to me through a series of dreaming visions, as well as waking visions. The dreaming visions came as I was sleeping; the waking visions came when I was clearly awake, but with my eyes closed.

During the waking visions, a parade of “entities” came, offering their “help” for my situation. In each case, I recognized that they were not from the Lord, commanded they leave, and they did.

In the dreaming visions I was taken through what I came to understand to be representing the world system, full of deceit and debauchery, a “vampire” system that distracts human beings with lusts of the flesh, while simultaneously sucking the life force out of God’s highest creation.

I went through what I have referenced as the “arcade world,” into the “Mardi Gras world,” and into the “museum” of animals. Each of these destinations offered insight into how the world system operates, and the tragedy, the fallen world system has caused for all the creation.

As earlier stated, I was more so an observer in this “tour.” But, just before the journey would end, it all got personal, very personal.

After leaving the museum of animals, I then became an active participant in the vision. Now I met head-on, the forces behind what I knew was a heresy, but did not understand fully the demonic nature, the demonic connection, found in what I have referenced as “Kingdom Now” theology. This part of the sleeping visions ended with me rejecting—in no uncertain terms—any connection I had ever had with that doctrine.

As I have said, I never had any inclination toward that way of thinking. In fact, I have for most of my life had a deep sense that we are living in the Last Days before the Lord’s return.

Several years ago, the Lord challenged me with the statement: “You are not excited about My return.” Of course, the Lord was right and I began to focus more on Bible passages concerning His return, and those things which must happen leading up to His return.

Then, a few years after that, the Lord showed me in another dreaming vision that my life was to be about proclaiming: “Jesus is coming! Get ready for Him.” He showed me that this message would even separate me from people very close to me. Which it most certainly has done.

But—what I did not know—was that having a familial connection to the Kingdom Now doctrine, as well as having participated in activities associated with a church wholly devoted to that way of thinking, was an offense before the Lord that had never been settled.

At the beginning of 2024 the Lord had spoken to me that the word for that year was “RESOLVE.”I had no idea the extent to which that would be tested in just a few days after having ministered what the Lord had given me.

As well, when I turned the calendar to January 2024, the Lord had me write, “What was hidden is seen,” and, “The Lord sees and knows and will disclose.” I did not know that what was hidden was referencing me personally.

Yes, the Lord through this Spiritual Journey, brought me into a direct confrontation with the spirit behind those associated with “Kingdom Now.” I saw, first hand, its demonic source and the perverted worship associated with it. The Lord, in His great mercy, gave me this opportunity to reject all past connections to it and neutralize what the enemy could use as a weapon against me.

At the time of rejecting this connection, I felt a release. But it would be a few weeks later, as my husband (who had the same illness) and I were reflecting on this experience, that “a ton of bricks” landed on my head as the Lord showed that my personal involvement in activities with those purveying this doctrine, had stood in the way of my further spiritual progression.

I thank God that He gave me the opportunity to clearly see and understand the mechanisms of the world system and the forces behind it. As well, I clearly saw the force behind those who ignore, put off, or reject entirely, the Second Coming of Jesus Christ. It is not just a different way of viewing God’s plan, IT IS DEMONIC. I can’t unsee what I saw and experienced.

Please know, our lives must have an ongoing spiritual journey through which we, guided along by the Holy Spirit, turn more and more away from that which is of the world, to walk more fully surrendered to a holy God. We must allow the Spirit of God to identify the things keeping us from walking into all He has for us. And when the Lord identifies those things, we must reject them in the strongest terms.

I pray that you will go back over the 40 Days of Revisiting the Spiritual Journey. I have bared my soul to you. Please allow the Lord to speak to you through this experience. Then, get your own house in order. I speak of the house, the temple of God, which is your body, your life, your calling. Let’s work together to bring in the last harvest of souls. Let’s be a light shining in darkness. And in everything we do, everything we think, everything we say, let us work to wake up to the truth concerning what time it is, those who are complacent, those who are living a life of sin, and those who are being deceived.

“Beloved, I now write to you this second epistle (in both of which I stir up your pure minds by way of reminder), that you may be mindful of the words which were spoken before by the holy prophets, and of the commandment of us, the apostles of the Lord and Savior, knowing this first: that scoffers will come in the last days, walking according to their own lusts, and saying, “Where is the promise of His coming? For since the fathers fell asleep, all things continue as they were from the beginning of creation.” For this they willfully forget: that by the word of God the heavens were of old, and the earth standing out of water and in the water, by which the world that then existed perished, being flooded with water. But the heavens and the earth which are now preserved by the same word, are reserved for fire until the day of judgment and perdition of ungodly men. But, beloved, do not forget this one thing, that with the Lord one day is as a thousand years, and a thousand years as one day. The Lord is not slack concerning His promise, as some count slackness, but is longsuffering toward us, not willing that any should perish but that all should come to repentance. But the day of the Lord will come as a thief in the night, in which the heavens will pass away with a great noise, and the elements will melt with fervent heat; both the earth and the works that are in it will be burned up. Therefore, since all these things will be dissolved, what manner of persons ought you to be in holy conduct and godliness, looking for and hastening the coming of the day of God, because of which the heavens will be dissolved, being on fire, and the elements will melt with fervent heat? Nevertheless we, according to His promise, look for new heavens and a new earth in which righteousness dwells.“

‭‭II Peter‬ ‭3‬:‭1‬-‭13‬ ‭NKJV‬‬

Peace to you.

Jesus is coming! Get ready for Him!